January 2010
Not Anymore
I’ve come to realize this month that I need to just accept these feelings I have. I need to embrace them as best as I can and just stop trying to run away cause it’s going to catch up with me eventually. And it did. Unfortunately.
It’s like I can’t breathe when I see him, even when I see his name. Almost anything reminds me of him. Why? Honestly, I want to say it’s a...
my heart goes out to haiti...
It’s so unfortunate for Haiti to go through all of this. Thanks to the earthquake, they have to live without water, food and electricty for a while until help arrives. Many here in the Us are donating $$ and food and clothes, which are a huge help. I wish I could help money-wise, but for now I will give them hope and my prayers.
To all Haiti earthquake victims: god bless. And don’t...
I'm a speechless wreck.
Today, I had an epiphany. See, I knew that people lie, yes. I just never realized that people can be so shady. To think your own friends could be saying something THAT horrible. I mean people keeps things from others, but why call each other best friend when you obviously got some issues going on? Why drag it along further?
What’s the point? I know I’ll understand when I’m older...
“Ugh, my head hurts. I need a drink.”
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What a day.
School was just hilarious. After two weeks of winter break, I forget where my classes were. Oh god.. It was funny though; in my mind I was like,”It’s definitely NOT in the 400s.. Nooo… Um. SHIT.” I figured it out of course. My mind was completely in tune with winter break still. I couldn’t even concentrate in third period(:
*Sigh* Back to school. Back to mindlessly...
Messing with my hair in hopes to get motivated to finish the rest of my homework. I braided it like 3 different ways in 20 minutes..
I slept early enough! But look what vacation has done.. I’m gonna miss you so much, winter break..
Wide awake. God my sleep cycle is a mess. Let’s see what happens..
Went to victoria’s secret. Now I smell like macy’s because they decided to test EVERYTHING.
Valentine’s day stuff already in target. Oh goodness.
Thaaaaanks for the present @Maridonsayswhat (:
It’s sooo hot in this car..
My tummy died. Too much food.
I kinda like it in the back. we should have a full van more often.
ok just noticed that my tweets go through tumblr which go through facebook. oh god. here comes another one!
Olive garden w/ @jannineee and the keeeeds.
Sitting in the trunk of the van cause it’s roomier(: haha auntie pinky and grandma are hella worried about it. Well I’m not gonna die…
You guys, if no one asks you a question on formspring, CALM THE HELL DOWN. I mean seriously all of you keep asking to ask questions.
Thought of @clarisseannnnne and @TanTiffany when I ordered seaweed salad and the outta control roll from satomi(: ily guys!
Waiting for the smoked salmon to thaw out. Can’t wait!
I just cooked and cleaned for like 4 hours for the people I was complaining about this morning. Now I just wanna sleep again.
whaaaaat… SKULL implants?! the things people do these days.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NvSP0hRAk5U
RT @HappySlip: At a friends wedding. Toasts just made and waterworks as a result haha. I love to cry at weddings…. :-)
I wanna eat flan…
Macadamia nuts. Yup(:
Kinda bummed. Missed out like half of guitar. BUT: I learned a new song in 5 minutes! Oh shit, pro.. Haha
Today and tomorrow are our last days of freedom.. Ughh.
WOW… triple A express at lucky now? Okaaaay.
the older people in my life
I think this is a great time to rant. And this one goes out to my grandma, her two cousins and my “uncle” who everyone hates cause he’s a jerk and all this crap.
What made decide to do this? Oh just now. Because my visiting grandmother always has her two cousins come over. EARLY. When the actually owners of the household are sleeping still, and she still lets them in as if this...
the older people in my life
I think this is a great time to rant. And this one goes out to my grandma, her two cousins and my “uncle” who everyone hates cause he’s a jerk and all this crap.
What made decide to do this? Oh just now. Because my visiting grandmother always has her two cousins come over. EARLY. When the actually owners of the household are sleeping still, and she still lets them in as if this...
Use your damn classroom voices, grandma and auntie, and uncle… SHIT and grandma, this ain’t your house, who said you could let people in?!
We’re all obviously sleeping still. Minus me, now. Y’all have no consideration. I should get up though. I miss guitar being from 1-2:30…
I still can’t believe I woke up at like 12 this morning.. Hope I wake up early for guitar.. SHIT.
Goodnight tweeters. Can you believe it? Jan 2 already…
Goodness, these filipino dramas. Jimboy? Can nicknames get any cornier or annoying? Idkkk…
They open the door, tell/give me whatever it is, they leave, I yell CLOSE THE DOOR! Then I get up and slam the door for emphasis.
Decided to make one of these things. Doubt I’ll keep up with it though(: http://formspring.me/itmustbenikka
The first day of 2010? Boooring.. Minus playing kh358/2 days(: we all woke up at 12noon thouuugh. Horrible!
My dream last night was just ahhhhmazing though. And ironic.
My sleeping pattern is hella messed up.. I’m screwed when school starts..
Still up(: watching criss angel on oprah
Okaaaaaay. I had a good run. Let’s dream of a better year and hope it comes true(:
Happy new year!!1!!1!!!!
Auntie pinky blew up a fart bomb. DAMN that shit smells like eggs.
#10yearsago I was six.. I think that was my last year of freedom before school ruined me. Lol what age do we start school?!
Noodles for long life, 13 different round fruits for luck, extra round things for.. More luck? Coins for more money, jumping outside(: LOL
Happy new years everybody! Technically(: haha NY gets everything early(;